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sigh. a week left and pat's going to return to Singapore. which means i will have to stay at grandma's house again. this also means that the annoying a level results are going to release soon i guess. i bet many cant wait for the results to be release. but i am not a part of that many. i dont want it to be released at all. i dont want major changes to my life. the possibility of not doing well haunts me. an examination that determines my life. eew. thats just totally gross. i dont wanna think about it. but i cant help worrying about it. especially when everyone around me is asking, when are the results released. everyone is hopeful. i am not sure if i should be a part of that everyone. 有期望就会有失望. how true is that?

will my life change for the better? i need to find a meaning in my mundane life soon. quick. right now. i have so many things i wanna do. the first thing is to get my butt off the couch and start moving.

-posted @ 8.53am