i cant believe i went for my gem lesson expecting the wrong things. i thought the module was about stats... calculating stuff.. but it turned out to be some reasoning... slightly philosophical class, that doesnt require any calculations. i am so dead. the title: understanding uncertainty and statistics is so misleading. urgh. :X

to everyone out there, it doesnt mean that staying near sch is a gd thing. my hse is only 10 min bus ride from sch. but... i am really unlucky. on the first day of school, i left my hse 45 mins earlier, thinking that i will definitely reach on time. i waited for half an hour before a 151 came. and it was packed to the brim, so i continued waiting. no bus came. in the last 5 mins, i had to cab to sch....RA... waste my money!!!!! right now i leave my hse 1 hr before the class starts. i do not believe that i am that unlucky.... :X ra stupid bus...

it seems that i dun have anything happy or good experiences since the start of school..... this sounds really bad. i seriously need to see hope in my life. i need to look for motivation!!!!!!! i dun wanna lead a grouchy, boring meaningless life!!!!!! and i need more good luck!!!!!! maybe its the feng shui........ hopefully this emo-ness will wear off... i cant stand myself being like that too :(

i am so going to swensen's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!