i am currently facing mid sem crisis now...

feeling so blur and confused as if this was my first day at sch.. just because i didnt check ivle for the past few days... the topics covered are ?!?!

plus... i have to deal with the release of the mid term results... the shock of it....?!?!?!

and i have to constantly remind myself that there is only about a month left before final sem exams....!!!!??!?!!?!?!?!

and time passes so fast... i wake up everyday regretting about the decisions i made the day before (like sleeping at 12am instead of 1am... if not i wld have finish more work...)

my problems and worries just keep snowballing... ????!?!?!?!?

i'm dead right?

when i was in jc/sec, i wld be leaping with joy when i got 75% for a test. right now, i'm not sure if that feeling's appropriate.. when everyone else is getting 90%. it seems harder to be contented with what u achieve when u grow older... -_-

p.s: i'm sure that when i wake up tmr morning, i will regret that i spend time blogging last night. i could have started on my webcasts... i need some HOPE to keep me going :)