sucks ttm! i am so looking forward to it... and minutes ago, i just fell from above! that disappointment is so great.. it spoils everything. but i have no one to blame but myself. becoz i was the one who expected so much. i just hope history doesnt repeats itself. the more i think and hope for something to happen, the more it wont happen. wat rubbish is this man!!!!?!?!?!?! step on my toes and i will bite u man.

having a hell lot of work to do and not understanding the conversations in thai podcasts just make me even more piss!!! i think i need eye candies to make my anger dissipate!!!