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claire
20 yrs old 9th dec cps.nygh.njcian.nus life sci drama fan outdoor gal beginner chef looking for a goal in life things i wanna do
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what makes me really frustrated.
i realise the thing that really makes me super sian, stress, irritated and flip is not having a lot of work to do. in fact i like having lots of stuff to do. as long as i see progress. the part i hate is when the stuff i embark on stands still. no progress..... not seeing progress just kills my motivation totally. URGH!!!!! poor efficiency turns me off totally!eg. thai... at first, when i knew nothing about this language.. i felt so good when i could rmb all the new words. that sense of achievement is my motivation. then right now... i'm totally dying. spent the whole day practising thai with my oral partner. super duper sian. plus the unbearable heat...and the muscle ache in my back and shoulder. :( motivation level = 0 !!! OMG!!! HOW?!?! I NEED TO FIND MY MOTIVATION, COZ MY ORAL IS NEXT WEEK!!! AHHHH!!!???!!? right now i'm so mad with myself... how i wish i could find the motivation i had in studying physio on monday. had dinner alone, studied alone in the lib till 10pm before returning home alone.. then stayed up late alone to finish some readings..i felt a little lonely, but i had a clear goal and lots of motivation. even after studying, i still felt very alive and awake. didnt even need caffeine to keep myself awake. in fact the more i study the happier i become. oh man.. if only everyday is as productive as that day. i probably wont need to stop by my blog to rant. haha :D i must be crazy to like working. too much free time drives me nuts too. still thinking of stuff to fill up my 3 months holz. wonder who would want to hire me to work for only 1.5 months.. :( i feel a lot better already :) great place to rant. haha :) plus the nice daily scoop icecream that made my day :) whee :D time to get back to work! horrible week coming up soon. it's less than 3 weeks to final exam!!!!!!! ;D confession of a workaholic-to-be |