Photobucket
start of the curse and swear period again.
every time before semester starts, we have the curse and swear period: bidding for modules. it sucs totally... creates unnecessary worrying..and stress. just swapping groups can be a headache. people just cant make up their minds. everyone keep saying 'maybe'. confirm already still pang seh ppl... so horrible. have they thought about how dreadful it feels to be pang seh at the last minute? they should just put themselves in others' shoes. this 'every man for himself' behaviour is so ugly. no wonder in the adults' world... it's so cruel...

anyway, these few days i've been rotting at home. procrastinating. u have no idea how much i wish i was at work. at least i'm not wasting my time/life away. everyday i tell myself to read up on what modules to take... and in the end, i always find myself watching dramas, checking fb. this fb thing is really scary.. i think i'm addicted to it...

watching drama the whole day is crazy. i think i'm old already. previously, i can watch for many hours and feel alright. but these two days, i get a really bad headache after watching for some time. anyway, i finished 偷心大聖P.S.男. i really like the show. i have to admit blue is probably not the hottest/ most shuai guy.. but he has got the charisma... very attractive.. haha.. and sonia's so pretty. not to mention there's james and bianca. both of them look great on screen too..

i like the storyline, the part about dreams... while watching, i really envy sonia so much.. cause she has a dream and she can fulfill it... plus she has someone that loves her so so so much... and everything boils down to doing something that u really like in life, and that becomes your source of happiness. i think it's hard to describe the feelings in english. but basically i just feel so touched and envious while watching the show. i kind of feel sad for myself... for not having a dream... for being so short sighted... only concern about doing well in my studies.
there's more to life than grades isnt it? is it applicable in singapore context?
i really want to lead a happy and fulfilling life.