life has been pretty much the same as the previous 2 weeks. the only difference is that i've banned myself from fb, for a week. if i use fb this week, i would have to pay grace 5 bucks. i cant believe i have to resort to such means just to control myself. it's not like there's anything to do on fb. i dont hunt for mouse, trap ghosts, harvest virtual crops or set up virtual restaurant. it's just that fb is the first website i access every time i turn on my computer. and then i'll continue surfing the internet... for hours and hours....

now, with this ban, i only spend 15 minutes on the computer everyday. and i'm glad i'm starting to read my textbooks. there's so much to read.. and understand. the more i read, the more i realise i dont understand a LOT of things. human bodies are really super duper complex systems. lots of metabolic pathways occurring in our body every moment.

that day when i attended bioinformatics lab, i felt so noob. computer noob. to think i've been using computer for such a long time, and yet i dun even know how to use command prompt. all i know is to surf net. urgh. felt so lost and helpless, like how old folks are, when they learn how to use computers. -.-

when was the last time u read the newspapers? i felt so ashamed of myself, for not reading the newspapers... and that a pri 5 kid knows more about the current affairs than me. i bet i cant even hold a decent intellectual conversation about current affairs with a working adult. :( can u? i bet most youngsters stop reading newspapers after they finish their A lvls. cause it's not gonna be tested. so why bother? in the end, we become ignorant fools who are only mugging blindly. and the only news we know, is probably the latest celebrity gossip.

it's gonna be my first time attending a 21st birthday party. i aint a great fan of birthday parties... i just dont see how anyone can enjoy birthday parties. thinking of who to invite is already a pain. imagine if u missed someone out, or someone feels offended because u never invite him/her... plus u dont really get to interact with ur friends because u're just hopping around to say hi to everyone. u could also end up neglecting some friends while entertaining the rest. not to mention the expenses for organising a birthday party... -.- i'm so not gonna have a 21st birthday party. it's really hard to decide what present to get too. what would be a practical and meaningful gift? what would u want to have for ur 21st birthday?

the caffeine isnt wearing off yet. i'm so wide awake even though it's 1.18am. :(

shall end off this post wishing my dear little brother a happy birthday belated birthday!

homemade brownie :D yummy!!!

milo toast! here's to a better future. LOL