things feel bad. i just know it.i can feel it in my bones. usually out of the 5 mods, there will be 1 or 2 that i'm confident of doing relatively well at least. but right now everything seems kind of bleak. all thanks to the CAs. it's not as if i didnt study hard for it :(

i never knew planning for a short camp for kids could be so much work. most of the work came from fundraising. and i'm not even in that comm. all thanks to my big mouth. dunno why i had to tell them my hse got oven. i must be out of my mind. on fri, pris and i had to bake cookies. we baked till 2 am. that day was a rotten day. nothing was going right. at first we couldnt reproduce the same cookie. the cookie tasted weird.. not like the one we tried baking the week before for sampling. i guess back then it must be beginner's luck. coz no matter how we tried, it just tasted diff. when we finally mass produced it, thinking that all was well, we realised only at the end that all along we have been underbaking it. 11 mins instead of 12mins. had to put everything back in the oven cause we were afraid the cookies were too soft. our worries didnt end there. coz we didnt have extra cookies, so if we break any, we wouldnt have enough. and we did break a few. o.O i think that wont be the end of our cookie adventure. but this baking has made me realise how much i dislike baking and cookies. wont be touching cookies for a really long time. not even subway cookies.