it's raining right now and i'm feeling so darn annoyed. i spent so much time on metab. thinking that that would be my chance to get an A and save the rest of the modules. but wth. i should never have placed all my hope in my mod. it's like an investment gone wrong. ra... studying for it was useless, a complete waste of time.. because i didnt seem to bring my brain to exam. it really sucs big time when u expect too much. i expected myself to do fine. but it was far from fine. my neurons must have short circuited or something. my luck probably ran out as well. nothing can make up for that disappointment. it's not the first time i screw up an exam.. but it's the expectation and effort invested that made a big difference. i might be going crazy... coz when i try to sleep, those qnses that i did wrongly keep appearing in my brain...

if only this horrible awful day would end soon. but i dont want the other papers to come too.T_T

if the most well prepared paper ended up like this. what will the ill prepared papers be like. :( i dont wanna think abt it. may lady luck be with me man.

things cant get any worse, can it?

why is everything going the wrong way?!!?!